Have been busy/distracted with work lately which is good I suppose, its nice to just autopilot there and not be in my head. On a side note I still havent told my mom/sister that Ill be at my dads for Christmas, boy…. are they going to be displeased.
i dont need to fit myself into the airy, light, floral, thin, sheer fabric, and black coffee “perfect” life. i can be adventurous and eat ice cream be loud and entirely too much. i can be too much because that is who i am. i dont need to be unseen, unspoken, mysterious, or sick. i can be imperfect and weird and whatever size i want to be. i am who i am, and that is entirely enough.
Sometimes I think that a lot of our current unhappiness as a society comes from the modern way of life. From being indoors, from not connecting to the earth, from sitting in front of screens for most of our days, and not having the strong social/familial connections that used to be oh so important. How hippie of me, I should have been born Amish.
<3 <3 <3 <3
i pray these souls hold just as much compassion as they grow
Current song obsession - Gotye, Somebody That I Used to Know
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it’s an ache I still remember
I really need to give up diet sodas, gum and artificial sweeteners. They are so terrible for me.